list of 10

EYES
DOOR OF MY HOUSE
WINDOWS
WORDS OF STRANGERS ASKING FOR COMMUNICATION
TIME
SKIN
BOUNDARIES OF HOME ENVIRONMENT - WALLS OF THE APARTMENT
ONLINE CONNECTION
AREA AND MOVEMENT LIMIT DUE TO INCONVENIENCE
TEMPERATURE. LAYERS OF CLOTHES.

So first on my list is waking up. Like I always feel that there is always a moment kind of in between unconscious and conscious somehow. And some days it’s longer than others, and more of a struggle maybe.
And then I have my duvet, I feel like that’s such a threshold too, especially in the winter months, to kind of take that step of taking it off, not cuddling, so yeah, I have these like words, but I guess I will just talk about it
And then getting out of the, it’s all very like getting started in the day thresholds, I feel like in these months are a bit more like prominent in the day, to get over those thresholds. So next one is just getting out of bed. Come from horizontal to vertical. Somehow, yeah, stepping in that direction of getting going.
And coffee and tea is the next. To get some stimulation, to wake up. It’s always like a shift I feel, pre and post the first cup of coffee.
And then getting out of the apartment, I feel especially now, when working home a lot, you kind of have this world where you know you kind of control your world within and then going out to the external is, it feels like an adventure sometimes, cause you maybe have been home for the whole day or something and you are like wow, getting out into the city is somehow yeah and that’s why I put the walk itself, like where I’m living now is in backyard so I have to go like through a backyard through a hallway through multiple doors and then a stair, so it feels like a portal into the city.
and then I put exercise and/or meditation which I feel is always like somehow a liminal state to be in while doing it, and such difference in my mood in my body and feeling of self pre and post.
shower that’s also, it’s all very like getting ready to face the world and day so yeah shower obvious, cleansing, feeling of being reborn almost after.
And then I have the phone as like a tool to access kind of the liminality between dimensions and between other worlds and if there is a phone-call or internet
and then going to bed. is also like feeling of kind of a step to give in or let go, and that step can sometimes kind of elongate somehow, you are on your way to bed for so long somehow, or lying in bed not falling asleep cause you are thinking or something like this.
Yeah, I am obviously very focused on somehow strategies to keep going.